10.7.08 ' 7/10/2008 09:43:00 AM
Raining day =)
Raining day, since morning. longlife rain. not bad can sleep well tonight. =)
Today was boring day, Vb ut and vb problem both tgt . seh seh. didnt do my part today, left them in class and went out walk , slack and eat. went to libary de cafe, sit for awhile chit chat then go foodcourt A buy ice milk tea and chicken burger. Wow the chicken burger taste like mac chicken sia, shock when i eat it. Almost the same taste but cheaper =) tomolo shall go and buy again => the ice milk tea also quite nice. ha.
today changed Faci lols, Ang moh faci, his english cao chim sia. So gentle , speak so soft but overall he was not bad bah, dunno the grade will be good not. Vb cao chim sia, jialat cant even make a program now. sorry faci we let u down again. nvm gotta find a way now. I rather face the reality than to avoid it, what for we avoid it, somemore we paid school fee to avoid it. Mayb this will be a joke to people haha stupid waste money only. I totally regretted , not to study well in sec sch. waste what a good school with good teachers around willing to help us, especially my form teacher, i know its too late for to say this but it had been inside my heart for very long liao. Last time we used to call him cao lim ( smellly lim) cause we dont like him, personality will spit. sometime good , bad. Especially when mid year tt time most of us did badly kena F by him , wao lao tt time super ps sia. I wan to see your parents tmr. Then i was like wtf, parents again. not only see him , but go see principal wtf. 1st time in my life ( a date with prinipal ) thought chatting only in the end turn out to be scolding session , wah pia he didnt give face sia, in front of my mama scold till siao shout here and there. the whole room only his sound sia stupid. after tt session kena grounded omg 1st time in my life also. what a suay year. lols. somemore cant go home after must stay in school till 630 like kena probation in sch. sch gg close then we can go. =.= somemore i got the stupid DNT project , wtf again lol JUNE holiday must go back sch for coursework and somemore cant finish must stay for tt stupid dnt camp. LOL. the workshop packed with so many ppls of cause cant finish , somemore my class got kia su kia keep pesturin the instructor , can help me this and tt. instructor ur dog ah! no hand no leg lols. then they finish first , so we hardworkin ppl suffer lol. cant finish on tt day, siao liao lol stay for the camp. changed my design alot of time sian sian recall tt time , wao pia damn low morale. At least got this grp of frenz my class de and other class. went to slack alot lol. explore the whole and wentout of sch lols. MIssed those days.
Dont see me like tt cheerful de, actually i have alot of things to say but i chose not too. what for say out sia. no point by sayin cant help do now or later the result is still the same. actually im quite an emo person , everyone is emo no need to say de. is how we express it only, some choose to give a dull face , some hide one corner, some eat alot , some show attitude. get use to it and probably will do us good.
4mths past. people tend to change within this short period of time, only common interest click tgt well other not. today something weird happen, there was a stranger in our class, i felt she wasnt the same as she used to be. now i really know this world isnt tt simple at all, i thought if will cooperate tgt we will reach our goals, but this is not the true. they are ppl who sabo ppl talk behind their back but this is common. dont u agree. everything we do tend to have motive behind it, to know what other motive its better not to say, the greatest threat is post by our words. so think before we say if not sometime it will be very hurt to other. hope any who read this understand what saying.
last thing, if i cut my hair, that mean i want to start a new afresh forgetting those unpleasant and to give myself more space and not waste my time on her anymore wwhom i think , dont understand . decide lied within oneself, cant be change by anyone.
